It's been 4 months today since you've been missing from my side. 4 months since we got to speak to each other. 4 months since we looked each other in the eye. 4 months since I felt your touch. 4 months since I've been happy. I was so so happy Darcy. I had everything I had ever wanted. Two beautiful children, the family we had been dreaming of for a very long time. The family you deserved. I don't understand why you had to be taken. I just want you back so bad Darcy, my life is miserable without you. Tomorrow is Aunty Michelle & Uncle Liam's wedding and you would have been so excited. You would have beamed the whole day through and definitely would have been the last one on the dance floor. You shouldn't have to miss out, you should be there. I should have two pretty little dresses hanging up on the cupboard door waiting to be put on tomorrow, not just one. I miss you so very much and it's definitely not getting any easier. How could it ever? My beautiful, brave, kind and gentle little girl, I love you and I really hope wherever you are that you are okay. Love always, Mummy x