It's the holidays and I'm thinking about you as I know you would have loved being at home and spending lots of time with your little sister and brother. We would have got up to all kinds of fun and adventures. Bea is talking about you so much. She is so proud to be your little sister but she's getting very upset and confused that you can't be with her. Sometimes I don't know what to say to her because I don't know why you can't be with us either. It's just not fair. I love you to the moon and back.