Today is my first Mother's Day without you. I am really struggling Darcy. The day would have been so perfect, any day with you was perfect to me. Together with Bea and Daddy, I have been down to see you and laid you out some fresh flowers. I hope you like them my darling. Bea's wearing her little ladybug top with bright red trousers just for you. I know it would have made you smile seeing her this morning. Keep looking down on her, as i know you are the proudest big sister up there in heaven. One more day down till we see each other again. Love always, Mummy x