Today is a real down day for me. Now and then I get little moments where I convince myself that this is all just one big nightmare and then reality hits me and it really hits me hard. There’s little things that I used to take for granted that I now miss so much, for example our FaceTimes where you used to tell me about how school was and what you had for lunch or shall I say dinner as you liked to correct me to the true northern ways. I miss you being distracted and telling me that you was going to go now after 10 minutes of ringing when I could of been on the phone for hours. I miss all the photos mummy used to send of your beautiful smile. I really miss you! If only I could go back in time and relive all these moments! Love you so much beautiful 💔