Mummy 19th March 2021

Hi my darling girl, Your little brother turns 8 months tomorrow. Can you believe it? It's gone so quick. He's normally always asleep when I bring him down to see you but yesterday he was awake! He loved sitting infront of your photo and recognising you from photos at home. He had a little sit on your bench too, which he loved! Bea was of course the proud little sister showing you off to him. The sun was shining and we had a lovely time picking daisys for you and resting them on top of your headstone. Did you like them? Bea was placing them down so carefully. I saw on facebook today your school are holding a dress up day for comic relief. I couldn't help but smile as I know you would have been SO excited. I was trying to think of what you'd ask to dress up as. Who knows what you would have been into now. You would have been all grown up - but not too grown up for a cuddle! Bea loves dressing up in your old costumes. She was Elsa a few days ago and we watched it on tv too. Of course I had to call it 'Freezer!' Daddy and I have big plans for our next fundraiser. I think its going to be our best one yet. The support we've had already for it has been amazing. You are SO loved my darling. I can't wait for the events but I just wish you were there with us too. I spend all my time watching Bea and Arlo together and forever finding the space where you should be, and imagining what you'd be doing if you were there with them. It's not fair, and I'm so sorry that you're not here. I love you to the moon and back, Mummy xxxxx